orgasm in catharsis

Everything major I'm doing now or planning to do in the future, and I mean lots in the future. (i.e. something to jog my very inept memory)

porn_battle (whenever it comes around)

kinkfest (planned)

Afterthought (DC Comics assassin AU - focuses on Teen Titans)

Free Company (DxJ Danny Phantom apocalyptic post-canon, m' FFN obsession.) <-- So mature, eh.

(Will be maybe linked to LJ and FFN, depends.)

I've been away from fandom too long, I think, but I've been busy on FFN. i.e. Lazy as all hell, but still, working. I read too much, I think, and don't work enough, but I think I want to finish my DP work before starting on anything else.

That said, this might take a while. I did the slash already, and quite frankly writing het porn is taking a lot out of me, owing to me being unexperienced in that area. I'm really not good at that.

Still, two thirds of that threesome is het, so I'm making an effort.

I am so, so excited about that format of fic, and though I already have an OT3 - which hasn't been written about much at -all- if I find another threesome worth writing about, I'm doing it like that.

In case anyone ever reads this, which I doubt they will, that particular format is:

Instead of B1xB2xG in just one fic

B1xG in one AU
GxB2 in another AU
B2xB1 in another AU

Then one that links all three together.

Maybe one day I'll do a two girl, one guy menage a trois, but I'm not gonna do that until I'm totally certain it's not gonna end up looking like some sort of lucky guy! syndrome.

...I need to learn how to use user-tags on IJ. I am -crap- with it. Of course, it's 2 AM here now, I have intense revision for exams tomorrow, and I simply CBF.

I'm tired. Rambling. Need to keep reading Orlando RPS. Nnrrrrr

Final Fantasy XII - Balthier/Ashe - lack of reconciliation - two ships passing for a moment in the darkness

Warning: angsty, illogical.

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final fantasy xii - ashe/vossler (order important) - blades, survivor's guilt makes for uneasy alliances (July 17)

WARNING: CONTAINS ADULT MATERIAL
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So...general success for my first time, except for maybe a few very late dates (A week is not late, nuppy nup noooo way) and I had to shake m'self out of the little porn phase I was in - my work gets more G rated towards the end, though not happy, per se.

So, 'cos I'm here/bored/lazy/stupid/masochistic, I'm gonna post every single one of my kinkfest fics here. Now. This might take a while.

The art - well, I'm not proud of it, so...you'll have to go to kinkfest to find it, if you want it.

I might - might post a replacement to both that sketch and to another ex-prompt, but that might require some time and a decent scanner.

I have exams. In six weeks, yeah, but exams nonetheless that I should be studying for.

Also, lurking in KH fandoms now after finishing KHII. Yeah, just what I needed - another fandom. *sigh*

And I still have to work on my overwriting issue. ...Eurk. Oh wellzas.

Prompts:
24 July 2008: Final Fantasy XII - Balthier/Ashe - lack of reconciliation - two ships passing for a moment in the darkness - fic, here - august 4 2008 post

art 12/7: Final Fantasy XII - Ashe/Balthier - Forbidden fruit, tastes of freedom, some kind of food fetish - "This is something you can only taste once / Let's remember one more time" <- (Gotta figure out a way to get this past my mother, considering the only scanner is at her house, eurk), here -

17/7:Final Fantasy XII - Ashe/Vossler (order important) - knives or other bladed weapons - "survivor's guilt makes for uneasy alliances" fic, here - august 4, 2008 post.

18/7: Final Fantasy VII - Zack/Cloud - small acts of kindness - "Good job out there." fic, july 22 2008 post

1/7 - Final Fantasy X - Magus Sisters/Isaaru - 3 on 1 - This was a bit more than he expected... fic, July 1 2008 post

Title: Good Training
Author: cetus_nightmare
Rating: PG
Summary: He was out earliest in the morning, long before the moon set, Buster Sword dancing through the dust.
A/N: Just a take on how they could've met. Also, it's really stretching the prompt.
Prompt: Final Fantasy VII - Zack/Cloud - small acts of kindness - "Good job out there."

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...Where I'm in, last minute posting.

Apparently in the asylum it hasn't started yet. (-.-;)

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SQUEEEEEEEEEEE I PLACED IN PORN_BATTLE! *does desk dance*

Okay, it's not that big of a deal, but my name was on a post alongside mithrigil and icedark_elf! that's like...*faints*

I honestly lost track of all of my fics, I thought I did about five; then it came back with ten, and I was like, seriously? And then I saw the stats page, so yeah.

Note to self: Spam a fandom next time.

I honestly thought there was more fic than that; in the end there was something over a thousand comments but only 290 fics? Really? It broke the previous record (218) but not by that much, considering the round before that had 136 fics and art. So while the authors and readers are growing the number of fics isn't bouncing by that much. And considering how large the prompt pool is, that's disgustingly small.

Note to self: Write more, discard less.

...If I can catch a prompt post, I'm submitting truckloads of prompts for minor fandoms because really, there's not enough good ones that both catch an eye but are still at least slightly feasible. I mean, Kimahri/Rikku? Interesting (I would've done one) but there's practically no basis. He doesn't talk!

...Rant over. Summary for me after: Write more. Set goals are probably a good idea, too. (20? 30?)

Do you know the feeling when you have screwed up once and now you can't (or don't want to) go back and change it?

I'm feeling it. Twice over.

Arrgh. Two porn_battle posts - (one, my first one, which is a Basch/Noah post - who I called Gabranth in a youngish-situation, arrgh, and two, an anonymous post because I forgot to log in.)

Only God knows how many other mistakes I made when it came to porn_battle. This is what happens when you're out of touch with too many fandoms.

Gah.

ooh, porn battle's up again. I'll have to see what I can do to it. *chuckles*

On the up-and-up, I've finally gotten cracking on my major, non-smut-related massive project fic series. It's on FFN, though it shouldn't be, mainly because I'm lazy enough to not want to create a website for it.

When I do I'll update it. ...Yeah.

When you find me you will find my second hand;

I feel like being cryptic. When I feel like writing - and when I feel up to socializing with people - I'll do that. This will totally become my link to everything. Fic, art, whatever. Keep an eye out. *smiles cruelly*

I do guard, after all. Whatever it takes.